Sparkle

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I often wonder why some sparkle and some don’t

Why walking away from some is easy

And others hold your heart.

What is it that some have that make them hard to live without

I often wonder what was missed with me

Is my heart too much?

Do I care too much?

Maybe I’m just too much

Or is it that I’m not enough?

I have often dreamed of being special

Someone that you cannot forget

I haven’t found that in my life

Maybe I’m not destined to have it.

The shine always seems to wear off

Maybe its all my pain has left me to broken

Who wants a broken doll?

I honestly don’t hate those that find it

I just wonder if I will ever will

Right now I’m not ready to find it

And yet it still hurts that I haven’t


AMH

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