Wookie Princess

Love so loud it eclipses all. Pain so deep it cracks your soul. Two sides of the same love. Can the love survive? The lack of trust? Can the wounds be healed? The thought of living without the love breaks a part unknown. Continuing as is unfathomable. Where is the line in the sand? When is it too much? When does the waiting stop? Will the love survive the transition? So many unanswered questions. So many things to overcome. But the thought of not trying, of never seeing what might be, leaves what if shouting from beyond. So we continue, rushing toward an unknown conclusion, desperately hoping it all falls into place. Hoping all the waiting was worth the pain.

My heart beats your name. My mind won’t let you go. My soul reaches for yours. My body craves yours. I never expected to find my one— my life, my love, my everything. My Teddy Bear.

Everything you hate about me makes me, me. I have a big heart. I have strong emotions. I cry. I hurt. But I also love. I will be the best friend you ever had. But to have that, you have to let me be me. That means tears as well as smiles. What makes you uncomfortable is still part of me. I won’t defend it anymore. Love all of me, or walk away.

 A ghost of my former self Broken but fighting  Trying to find my way back Heart shattered  Worth damaged People care Trying to let them know  I appreciate them Trust in myself gone Finding it hard not to isolate  Finding it hard to be me Is she gone forever