Goodbye Babe

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One moment anger, the next tears

I’m angry you didn’t let me walk away

I tried to save us both this and still have you in my life

Now we don’t even speak

That breaks my heart more than I can say

Why did you have to matter to me

The feelings I wasn’t supposed to have

My heart was not supposed to want you

In my head I can see the way you looked at me

It brings me to tears every time

I felt adored when you looked at me that way

Like I was the only person you saw in that moment

I’m slowly getting over losing you

I wish it wasn’t goodbye

I wish we could have stayed friends

I miss talking to you so much

I won’t reach out, I cant engage again

I’m not strong enough to keep my heart hard

For my wellbeing I will let this be goodbye

Even though it breaks my heart

I know I can handle goodbye

You let me get over you once before

Three weeks of silence was so hard

Just when I was starting to really heal you came back

So, I know it will hurt for a while, but I will be ok

I can’t even say right person wrong time

Honestly, I don’t think it would ever be the right time with you

Your heart doesn’t feel the way mine does

I can’t go down that road again

So goodbye babe from the girl foolish enough to care


AMH

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