Wookie Princess

Past pain holding me back, preventing me from moving forward. Trying to break those chains, to fly free into the future. So hard to break away. So hard to let go. So afraid of hurting again. What my heart craves, what my heart wants, seems impossible— improbable. A broken dragon with chained wings, desperately wanting to fly again.

Love so loud it eclipses all. Pain so deep it cracks your soul. Two sides of the same love. Can the love survive? The lack of trust? Can the wounds be healed? The thought of living without the love breaks a part unknown. Continuing as is unfathomable. Where is the line in the sand? When is it too much? When does the waiting stop? Will the love survive the transition? So many unanswered questions. So many things to overcome. But the thought of not trying, of never seeing what might be, leaves what if shouting from beyond. So we continue, rushing toward an unknown conclusion, desperately hoping it all falls into place. Hoping all the waiting was worth the pain.

My heart beats your name. My mind won’t let you go. My soul reaches for yours. My body craves yours. I never expected to find my one— my life, my love, my everything. My Teddy Bear.