Surviving
My life is a bit of a mess Not sure how to put all the pieces back together Taking my fathers path to keep going I know how that ends I have support but I have to fix it My job is no more I love what I can’t have Escape seems so easy But it’s all just waiting there My pain. My fear, my love Each night I lay down and the tears slip out Scared I will fail putting it all back together Scared I won’t move on The fear and pain are so overwhelming Do you blame me for needing to forget a bit Maybe you should Because it’s a path of no return Worse is down that road than I’m going through now I’m trying, but it’s hard I’m living but a day at a time I’m surviving because it’s what I do I’m smiling, because I’m a chameleon I will not break, because I refuse too