I wasn’t supposed to love you You were my friend The person I could tell anything We were wrong for more Then one night I was shattered Someone took my control You were there every step of the way Giving me everything I needed I realized you were not just a friend You were my best friend As time went on the physical healed Mostly thanks to you The emotional will take so much more Before long you became more I didn’t just love my friend I was in love with someone who didn’t feel the same I wasn’t supposed to love you You were always special to me I always cared more than you Now it was so much worse It was slowly tearing me apart I was already broken If I continued loving what I couldn’t have I would never come back I had to let you go Putting up that boundary hurt more than you can imagine My heart is in pieces So easy for you to let me go So now I’m picking up all my broken pieces So easy for you to let me go A heart so ...
My life is a bit of a mess Not sure how to put all the pieces back together Taking my fathers path to keep going I know how that ends I have support but I have to fix it My job is no more I love what I can’t have Escape seems so easy But it’s all just waiting there My pain. My fear, my love Each night I lay down and the tears slip out Scared I will fail putting it all back together Scared I won’t move on The fear and pain are so overwhelming Do you blame me for needing to forget a bit Maybe you should Because it’s a path of no return Worse is down that road than I’m going through now I’m trying, but it’s hard I’m living but a day at a time I’m surviving because it’s what I do I’m smiling, because I’m a chameleon I will not break, because I refuse too
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